Showing posts with label Mental Health 2020. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Mental Health 2020. Show all posts

 


Skincare isn’t just about what you put on -- it’s also what you put in. 


In these trying times, we have to consciously think about what we're doing to ourselves -- if we are giving ourselves enough of a break or downtime as the line between work and play can be very blurred lately.


I never thought that working from home would’ve been such an issue for me, except that it was. I realized that the luxury of working from home for me was the ability to have a flexible schedule and not just staying at home. For the first few weeks, I was constantly pushing myself to do more, work more, create more because I felt that I didn’t have any excuse not to -- there was no more traffic, travel time, or delayed trips. After a few weeks, I was burned out and felt like my whole world was crumbling as I was not getting the results I was expecting. 


The culprit? 


Not taking care of myself.


I was getting a maximum of 3 hours of sleep daily, running on caffeine and sweets, eating fast food left and right. For someone who advocates self-love, I wasn’t following my own advice. 


Once I was able to come to terms that I still need to rest even when I am working from home and that it was okay to just chill and do nothing for a while, I started on slowly working on taking care of me. 


Lockdown gave me enough time to try out new skincare products and discover what's best for my skin. In the past 4 months, I've learned that the foam cleansers work better for me and my skin just loves hydrating products despite having oily skin. I also got into the habit of using skincare and reapplying when needed. Being in a pandemic also made me even more consistent with taking my supplements to help my immune system work better. It also makes sure that I am getting enough vitamins and minerals despite my sleep schedule and eating habits. 


Lucky for me, most of the items that I have tried are readily available at @watsonsph and I don’t have to worry about getting a hold of them even when I run out. Feel free to shop your essentials through Watsons Online or through their Call and Delivery Services. For those who have Watsons stores nearby, they will remain open to serve you! Just make sure to wear your mask and observe proper social distancing!


Stay strong, and stay beautiful. 


#StayStrongStayBeautiful #WatsonsPH #czyphrproductions #czyphrsays #czyphr #janessapablo #WeArePHInfluencers #PHInfluencers #ShopeeLivestreamer #AprilShopeeLivestreamers #Livestreamer #Vlogger #Blogger #ContentCreator #SelfCareSaturday


This post was made in partnership with Watsons PH




I get these random boosts of energy and inspiration, but when I try to get to work, nothing comes of it. 

I don't know how to make sense of it at all. 

It's like I have a weird, menacing and advanced version of a writer's block or a creative block that somehow just removes itself for just a tiny little moment, enough to let me feel some sort of hope that I can do something and get out of this rut..

But when I try and focus all my energy into recovering, it just stuffs itself back up. 

Does that make sense? I hope it does. I hope it makes sense. 

To be honest, I have so many things planned. So many things I want to do and I know I can achieve. Deep inside I have faith that I can do it. 

But it feels like my body is just so over it. My creative flow is so blocked that I don't even know what's worth it anymore. 

I want to get online courses certificates. 
I want to renovate my apartment. 
I want to launch my own business. 
I want to film new videos. 
I want to share knowledge. 
I want to inspire. 
I want to document what has been going on in my life. 

But somehow I can't do any of those things. Now because I don't want to, or that I physically can't... but I feel so drained. 

I know I keep on telling other people that we just have to push forward and be strong and keep on going and that we'll get through this... but I myself I can't seem to follow my own advice. I feel like a fraud. 

I'm thinking, maybe it's because I don't have enough supplies, I don't have enough space, my world is so cluttered. Maybe I am not built for this. Maybe I should just stop altogether. 

And when I finally decide that I have had enough... my mind suddenly goes -- NO YOU HAVE TO KEEP DOING ALL THIS THINGS OR ELSE I AM GOING TO TAP OUT. 

And honestly I don't want to tap out. I don't want to let go. I don't want to die. 

And so I take a deep breath and try again, so through the same loop of misery that is my life right now. 

So, for my friends and projects and the people I love.. I am sorry for being so flakey and if I keep on falling off the face of earth, most especially with things that I am actually supposed to do. Or promised to do. Please know that it is not personal and I am trying my best to be okay and fight through. 

Little by little. 

Step by step. 

Without any promises. 

I will be okay. 

- Nessa

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Music I listened to while writing this down. Thank you, Lou Sanchez for making this video that finally inspired me to declutter my mind. 



Okay.

Hi!

Restarting this blog again because apparently I want my own website and I am definitely going to buy my own domain (Edit: I actually just finalized buying the domain OMG)-- so might as well make use of this wonderful little blog.

So..

Back to basics, I guess?

I'm Nessa, 24, an aspiring blogger living in Bonifacio Global City. I tag myself as "Your Resident Bulakenya in Manila", and honestly, I really want to change it but apparently it has now stuck on me, so here we are. I create beauty and lifestyle content for Instagram, Facebook and Youtube. I also livestream regularly on Shopee, talking about trending and relevant topics in the industry. On this blog, I will also be posting similar content.

But that's about to change now that I actually have my own website!

So yeah. Restart!

I'm Nessa, your resident Bulakenya in Manila!

I just turned 24, and I am slowly being even more passionate about content creation. So, at this point, I am not just into the superficial aspect of content creation but I actually want to figure out how I can improve in this industry and be able to provide information to other content creators down the line.

This blog is going to be the home for that content. Overtime I will do my best to have this as my little one-stop shop of information and inspiration.

You can expect beauty, lifestyle, adulting, woman empowerment, mental health and social media growth posts on this blog.

I know this blog post is a damn raw post at best, but I want it to stay that way. I know I will improve overtime.

Right now I just want everything out of my mind and out into the world.

See you in my next post!

- Nessa






07/14/2021
Update: Ava Luna by Kylie is now on Shopee!

Ava Luna by Kylie is Kylie Padilla's bath essentials line which just launched on the 4th of March, 2020 at 11AM.




This bath essentials line is inspired by Kylie's passion for self care and dream about creating her own skincare line.

This is line resonated with me because of the advocacy -- mental health and taking care of one's self. I think that in this day and age, although we are more open about mental health, there is still something missing about actually learning about how to take care of yourself, that there is still a slight disconnect on how to take care of your physical and mental health. I believe that these two are inseparable, taking care of my mind and my body are one and the same -- and I enjoy products that combine the two.

Congratulations Kylie, my Hara Amihan, for this beautiful bath essentials launch. I am very grateful for the chance to be able to actually try this before the actual launch. Connecting with you and your team was a breeze, and I wish you a beautiful journey.

Ava Luna by Kylie products, all available on https://www.instagram.com/avalunabykylie/ , please send them a DM for the prices.

Ava Luna by Kylie Glow Dust BB Skin Soap *
Price: P250
- softer, moisturized skin
- lavender scented
- with oatmeal for gentle exfoliation

Ava Luna by Kylie Glow Dust Glow Soap
- brightening, whitening effect
- lavender scented
- with oatmeal for gentle exfoliation

Ava Luna By Kylie Luna Glow Body Scrub
Price: P599 (Personal Fave!) 
- body scrub and lotion, with exfoliating and moisturizing properties
- lavender scented
Price: P499
- 10-15 minutes drying time
- with activated charcoal
- whitening and glowing properties
- chamomile/lavender scented

All these products are vegan, cruelty free, eco friendly, made with organic materials and proudly made in the Philippines.

The collection is currently on a bundle deal, get the whole for just PhP 1,200, order from their Instagram page: https://www.instagram.com/avalunabykylie/

Other Products by Ava Luna by Kylie 


Ava Luna by Kylie Official Instagram Page: https://www.instagram.com/avalunabykylie/

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For collaborations or business inquiries, please email me at nessa@czyphr.com

Disclaimer: Products marked with *** were sent by the brand/s or were gifted via PR Kits. Thoughts about the products remain the same, honest and true. Links may be affiliate and I may earn a small commission from them. This does not have any impact on how I create my reviews or feedback about the products. Codes provided are just discount codes unless otherwise stated.

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P.S. I'm really sorry that this video seems rushed  and all over the place -- I wanted to have this video up the soonest possible time so the editing is a bit sloppy. I received the items, filmed and edited the video all on the same day so this is actually my raw and realtime reactions to the products. A more in depth review will be coming soon.

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Music: Lofi Royalty Free Music
Camera: Huawei GR5 2017 Front Camera
Editing Software: Sony Vegas Movie Suite 13

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Hi! I’m Nessa, a 24-year old Filipina living in BGC and I create content for the internet (I film myself doing everyday things and upload them on the internet!) I regularly post on my blog, Czyphr Productions, and social media channels about beauty and lifestyle.

I blog about Beauty and Fashion, Women Empowerment, Health and Lifestyle and Adulting here in the Philippines. I want to be the dependable online big sister and BFF, someone you can trust to always be honest, who can keep it real and current in this fast paced world.