To all the boys out there, please remember this.
A girl pushes you away when she needs you the most. It may seem childish and immature, but this is how girls work. We need to feel that we are valued. That we are important. We feel that the most when you stay with us even though we push you away it hurts. Just hold us. Hold us until we finally break down and cry. And then hold us even more. Hold us until we finally talk. Because soon enough, we will. Just be patient. We will tell you everything wehn we've sorted out our thoughts. A girl cries the most when there are no tears falling from her eyes. A girl is hurt the most when she belts out her hardest laugh. A girl needs you the most when she pushes you away. A girl screams the hardest when she knows you won't hear her. Girls are full of contradictions. Boys needs to understand that. We are the world's greatest pretenders. We can fake everything. But deep inside, deep, deep down inside, we are hurting. Please understand that we do not do is to annoy you. We do this because this is how we've been for ages. It just how the world goes. But whatever happens, just remember this. We will push you away when we need you the most.Day 1: Your name and his/her name Lorenzo and Janessa Day 2: Your ages Him-14 Her-16 Day 3: Your locations Him-Bulacan Her-Manila Day 4: How did you meet? Juniors and Senior Promenade (February 17, 2012)- Formal meeting Group meeting @ Camille Asuncion's residence - Informal meeting Day 5: Since when have you been together? April 17, 2012 Day 6: What is the most random thing you know about him/her? and viceversa He doesn't like his middle name.. He says he hates his sister but deeply cares for her. He wants a Bench towel! XD Day 7: How do you communicate with each other? texts, calls, Facebook... Day 8: Favourite thing you’ve given him/her? Those monthly letters.... Day 9: Favourite thing she/he has given you? His bandana. Day 10: Favourite thing about him/her? Eyes. Day 11: Pick one thing you miss (I know there are 192,389,238,420,394,023,94 things) and describe it in detail. I miss the way he shows me he loves me. He doesn't always say it, he does it. He holds my hands, kisses my cheeks, respects my decisions and especially how he's not afraid to show everyone that we're together. Day 12: How would you define love? Love is.. not measured by distance, height, age, weight, etc.. Love is... Day 13: What do you think is the hardest thing about distance? Not knowing what he's doing. Or worse, not knowing what she's doing. Day 14: Describe a moment you had with him/her last time you were together. "Last Day" ko sa Bulacan before college.. Maaga pa lang magkasama na kami. Inakbayan nia ko, di nia binitawan yung kamay ko, at parang dun ko talaga naramdaman na mahal nia ko. Sweetest day ever? :P Day 15: Favourite love song? Ikaw Lamang - Silent Sanctuary Day 16: Favourite love movie? Wala pa eee. :P Day 17: Favourite love quote? You fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time. Day 18: Post a picture of the two of you together. (If you don’t have one, post a picture of something you can/could relate to) (scroll down) Day 19: I know there’s not one thing, but choose one of your favourite things to hear her/him say. BEYB. Day 20: Is there something you regret? (either about the relationship, or something you have done) Day 21: Give us a little insight (as much as you’re comfortable) on your sex life (either with this person physically, or your general history, or over the phone ha, whatever you want) Day 22: Share something cute. (A story, something either of you have done, a song, memory, wish, dream) Day 23: Do you have a song? Which one is it? (if you don’t, then what is something that always reminds you of him/her) Day 24: Describe him/her physically and emotionally/personality-wise Day 25: One thing that he/she does that pisses you off Day 26: Sweetest thing he/she has done for you Day 27: If you had the money/time/connections/whatever to get him/her any gift in. Day 28: If you could have him/her with you physically for the next 5 hours, what would you do? Day 29: When will you see her/him next? Day 30: Where do you see your future going with him/her?
LDR: 30 Days Challenge
english
My soul in peril
Crying tears of flood Pouring down from my haunted eyes The hurt, the pain and anguish A part of me stripped away Forcibly taken as consequence A wrongdoing and failure of myself I now enjoy the punishment I write as though I'm dying Though reality may not be faraway How do I deal with tomorrow And the face the faces of yesterday I know I deserve this I understand what's happening No hard feelings for anyone Because I know He holds a plan My Lord anhd God knows the best He is teaching me a lesson A lesson I have not yet mastered And now I need to learn I shall find a way to say goodbye Houg those people one last time Let go of that little throne And move on to where I should goGoodbye Yaman Lahi Theatre Guild ...