To all the boys out there, please remember this.
A girl pushes you away when she needs you the most. It may seem childish and immature, but this is how girls work. We need to feel that we are valued. That we are important. We feel that the most when you stay with us even though we push you away it hurts. Just hold us. Hold us until we finally break down and cry. And then hold us even more. Hold us until we finally talk. Because soon enough, we will. Just be patient. We will tell you everything wehn we've sorted out our thoughts. A girl cries the most when there are no tears falling from her eyes. A girl is hurt the most when she belts out her hardest laugh. A girl needs you the most when she pushes you away. A girl screams the hardest when she knows you won't hear her. Girls are full of contradictions. Boys needs to understand that. We are the world's greatest pretenders. We can fake everything. But deep inside, deep, deep down inside, we are hurting. Please understand that we do not do is to annoy you. We do this because this is how we've been for ages. It just how the world goes. But whatever happens, just remember this. We will push you away when we need you the most.Day 1: Your name and his/her name Lorenzo and Janessa Day 2: Your ages Him-14 Her-16 Day 3: Your locations Him-Bulacan Her-Manila Day 4: How did you meet? Juniors and Senior Promenade (February 17, 2012)- Formal meeting Group meeting @ Camille Asuncion's residence - Informal meeting Day 5: Since when have you been together? April 17, 2012 Day 6: What is the most random thing you know about him/her? and viceversa He doesn't like his middle name.. He says he hates his sister but deeply cares for her. He wants a Bench towel! XD Day 7: How do you communicate with each other? texts, calls, Facebook... Day 8: Favourite thing you’ve given him/her? Those monthly letters.... Day 9: Favourite thing she/he has given you? His bandana. Day 10: Favourite thing about him/her? Eyes. Day 11: Pick one thing you miss (I know there are 192,389,238,420,394,023,94 things) and describe it in detail. I miss the way he shows me he loves me. He doesn't always say it, he does it. He holds my hands, kisses my cheeks, respects my decisions and especially how he's not afraid to show everyone that we're together. Day 12: How would you define love? Love is.. not measured by distance, height, age, weight, etc.. Love is... Day 13: What do you think is the hardest thing about distance? Not knowing what he's doing. Or worse, not knowing what she's doing. Day 14: Describe a moment you had with him/her last time you were together. "Last Day" ko sa Bulacan before college.. Maaga pa lang magkasama na kami. Inakbayan nia ko, di nia binitawan yung kamay ko, at parang dun ko talaga naramdaman na mahal nia ko. Sweetest day ever? :P Day 15: Favourite love song? Ikaw Lamang - Silent Sanctuary Day 16: Favourite love movie? Wala pa eee. :P Day 17: Favourite love quote? You fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time. Day 18: Post a picture of the two of you together. (If you don’t have one, post a picture of something you can/could relate to) (scroll down) Day 19: I know there’s not one thing, but choose one of your favourite things to hear her/him say. BEYB. Day 20: Is there something you regret? (either about the relationship, or something you have done) Day 21: Give us a little insight (as much as you’re comfortable) on your sex life (either with this person physically, or your general history, or over the phone ha, whatever you want) Day 22: Share something cute. (A story, something either of you have done, a song, memory, wish, dream) Day 23: Do you have a song? Which one is it? (if you don’t, then what is something that always reminds you of him/her) Day 24: Describe him/her physically and emotionally/personality-wise Day 25: One thing that he/she does that pisses you off Day 26: Sweetest thing he/she has done for you Day 27: If you had the money/time/connections/whatever to get him/her any gift in. Day 28: If you could have him/her with you physically for the next 5 hours, what would you do? Day 29: When will you see her/him next? Day 30: Where do you see your future going with him/her?
LDR: 30 Days Challenge
english
My soul in peril
Crying tears of flood Pouring down from my haunted eyes The hurt, the pain and anguish A part of me stripped away Forcibly taken as consequence A wrongdoing and failure of myself I now enjoy the punishment I write as though I'm dying Though reality may not be faraway How do I deal with tomorrow And the face the faces of yesterday I know I deserve this I understand what's happening No hard feelings for anyone Because I know He holds a plan My Lord anhd God knows the best He is teaching me a lesson A lesson I have not yet mastered And now I need to learn I shall find a way to say goodbye Houg those people one last time Let go of that little throne And move on to where I should goGoodbye Yaman Lahi Theatre Guild ...
Against All Odds - Prologue
"Ano, tuloy ba tayo?" sabi ko kay Laika, isa sa mga close friends ko.
"Oo naman! Grade ko yun." sagot ng bata. "Ganun? Para sa grade kaya mo ko isasama? Di dahil close tayo?" "Pwede both?" "Baliw. Tara na nga! Baka andun na yung iba." *** "Ahm, eto nga pala si Henrick, si Claudette, si Arjhane, si Jaren at si Joyca. Guys, si Ate Raven." pakilala sakin Laika. "Beng na lang." iwas ko, sabay tingin kay Laika. Alam nia naman na ayoko ng Raven eh. Parang panglalaki. OO, yung Beng kase babaeng-babae. DIBA? Haha. "Bahala na kayo kung may ate o wala." "Anyway." sabi nung... Jaren? Ewan. Basta yung nananahimik kanina sa sulok. "Anyway?" sagot ko. "Anyway, anu bang balak nio?" "Photography kami Teh." eto naman si Arjhane. Sure ako. Sure na sure. "Oh tapos?" parang tumaray ata? Pero keribels. "Magpipicture lang naman yun diba? Family and Faith topic namin." sagot ni... Henrick? Pilosopong bata. "Family and Faith? Kala ko ba Filipino re? Eh bat English?" ako syempre. Reklamador eh. Pwede kasing pag English, English! Di yung Filipino, umi-English! Hmp. "Kami teacher? EH yun binigay ni Ma'am eh." Pilosopong bata talaga. Ilaykdat. Haha. "Kfine. Eh ano nga balak nio?" unli ako. Paulet-ulet. Walang basagan ng trip! "Gusto sana namin, mala-Mara Clara." singit ni Henrick, with feelings! Aba. "Maria Clara kase eh." sagot nung Claudette. Eto mejo kilala ko na.. Mejo. :P "Sige, tuloy." sabi ko. "Bahay Teh, bahay?" "Wag ka ngang pilosopo. Tinutulungan na nga tayo nung tao eh." Ba. Marunong pala gumanito to. Di halata sa itsura eh. Kala ko tahimik lang eh. Lumalaban din pala tong Jaren. Sure na ko na Jaren to. Sure na talaga. HAHA. "Arte nito. Sige, ikaw na! Sayong-sayo na! Birada!" "Kasi po ganito yun." naks gumagalang. Po? Tanda ko na ah. "Oh anu?" "Parang, may babae, na may ipapaampon na bata... Tas walang tatay.. Tas yung tatay, nagpari.. Tas lalaki yung pinaampon na bata na babae, tas may makikilala s'ya.. Yung makikilala nia, nakalink pala sa tatay nia.. Tapos basta, magkikita yung nanay nia tska yung tatay nia na pari na... Tapos.. Ganun.. Yun." sagot ni Jaren. Hmm. Not bad. Not bad at all.Against All Odds - Chapter One : Photographs
I love music. I haven't paid much attention to it in my earlier years, but my inner musician has been awakened, thanks to my grandmother.
Currently, I have written twenty-three songs, and unfortunately, I only remember 19 of them. Sucks, yeah I know... I have a great voice too, but if I use a camera other than my netbook webcam, my voice would be like WTH. Nuff said.wwww
SIXTEEN ON SIXTEEN!!
I know, I know, I'm such a lazy girl. I really do have a lot of ideas and blog posts... But I just can't find the time to actually get some writing done.. Or rather, typing done. It's exactly 18 schooldays before graduation, boo hoo..
And 12 days before my birthday.
ANYWAY.
Here are my February Favorites. Notice how the group suddenly got smaller? Yep, I've been trying to actually use products that really benefit me, instead of just suddenly declaring a product my favorite because I used it once and liked it. Yep, that's what happened last month.
Okay, on to the actual post. >_<
1. Etude House Dear Darling Tint in 01
The pigmentation is very good and it looks very natural! And it stays. Plus it smells good! It tastes like artificial, cherry flavored medicine. Yup, I don't like that. :P
2. San San Pressed Powder in SHade 03
As I've said on my previous monthly favourites post, it matches my skintone and is very compact... It'a also very perfect for touch0ups because it isn't as heavy as other pressed powder I've tried and not too light that it doesn't do anything at all. I've hit pan too! :)
3. Nichido Eyeshadow in Raisin Wine
My contouring/bronzer/foundation corrector/eyeshadow! This little pan has lasted me a loooong time too! I've been practically using it since December 2011, and I haven't hit pan too! (And if I do, it's super affordable!)
4. Pond's Clear Solutions Antibacterial Facial Scrub w/ Herbal Clay & Myra Facial Moisturizer
I swear, I'm getting clearer skin! It's good to know that my skin got "hiyang" to a local & inexpensive brand of facial cleanser and moisturizer. My skin looks brighter and more glowy too!
February 2012 Favorites
JS!!!
Okay, so I don't want to go into words much, so let me tell the story in pictures, okay.
Yeah, this will be a picture heavy post. ^__^
